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"let's face it ; we've changed. we've all changed somewhere between summer ending & school starting we've all gone in our own directions, hearts were broken, friendships diminished, new loves started & new people came into our lives. we no longer spend all our time together in our circle of friend's & we no longer talk for hours, we've changed, some for the better some for the worse. "
So very true that its almost scary. "People go in their own directions", yeah its true. people go off to college, some almost forget about you, others keep in touch. the ones that forget act like they all of a sudden remember, also known as false hope because its only a matter of time until they forget again. "Hearts were broken", maybe not neccessarily his because i dont think he ever did love me, or was 'in love' with me as much as he says. i think my heart was broken when i gave up what i did. it still feels empty and i feel like i need to move on. but its hard, space will make it easier i hope. and my new job. "friendships diminish", you see who you can trust, no one. everyones on their own agendas and no ones really got your back. its all fake, highschool is fake. well i got my own back and thats all i need.
everything is different and i guess i'll learn to live with that. concentrate on working out, my new job, school and college (havent started the apps yet!!). i dont need people do i? or do i just need to surround myself with better ones?
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| | Posted 10/2/2008 12:26 AM - 11 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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