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im surprised i havent cried yet. so much shit has happened all in such a small period of time. first i get into an 'accident' if thats what were gonna call it. does it matter what its called, i still have to pay for it and deal with some more people talking shit. thanksgiving break, that means my friends from college are home that also means that other people are home. and although i havent talked to them or contacted them they insist on invading my privacy and talking shit. again some added drama. what are friends? honestly i have no idea, because no one can keep a secret. why is it so hard for me to trust? why is it so hard for you to keep a promise? then basketball wow, fuck it. just when you think something is going good it all ends horribly. but wahtever fuck that if i dont get respect then im not about to hand it out either. i wanna get over with this shit and be move on.
i just wanna cry, and so now i am. who do i have to lean on? no one. cuz everyone is a let down. im a let down and idk what im suppose to do. im suppose to enjoy time in the present but i cant help but to want the future to happen already. im just so tired of the same thing over and over. i wanna be happy! i wanna be happpppyyyy!! thats all i want really. and it seems like its just out of reach. almost but not quite.
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| | Posted 11/30/2008 5:05 PM - 11 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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